Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Blessed!


I truly stand all amazed! Our Heavenly Father is so loving and gracious! 
My Sweet Gramma is a hard working (addiction recover therapist), strong, intelligent, artistic, compassionate, independent, young (67 yrs) woman! The beginning of this year she started dealing with really bad vertigo and nausea and a little memory loss. One of her biggest fears is Alzheimer's Disease. She lives in Canada (Grr Don't get me started on their medical system!!) and went to the doctor, they told her that she had a bladder infection, gave her some meds and left it at that. As a few months went on her memory was getting worse. She would forget silly little things but knew and could understand that she was forgetting those things so it was very frustrating for her!! It was getting bad enough that she wanted to be seen again to figure out what was going on. At this appt they told her she had been having strokes  and SENT HER HOME (I was so mad about that!! She needed to be monitored1) they did take her drivers license away and she couldn't work anymore. This was soo sad for her! Like I said she is a hard working independent woman. Work was a huge part of her life. She loved her clients and did so much for them. A month later she was getting worse and got shivers really bad often and randomly and at this point the words she used were starting to not make sense. She went to the ER and they kept her for about a week and said that she had meningitis. And Sent Her Home! A week or so later she was rushed by ambulance to the ER again because she kept falling a sleep and couldn't even recognize her husband. She was completely out of it! This time by looking at a CT scan the "stroke" was actually a tumor. A very aggressive fast growing Tumor most likely to be a Glioma (that is just the shortened name..Don't know how to spell the real name!). A terminal Cancer. The doctors in Canada told her husband and my uncle that they could choose to have a biopsy done if we wanted to....but.... she only had 2 months to live. We were shocked, scared, sad, upset, torn. Torn because during this process since the beginning of the year my Gramma received 2 priesthood blessings that were not in harmony with this diagnosis. My faith struggled. At times I felt let down and lied to and I felt like the faith I've had in blessings was a little naive. BUT I felt deep inside that this wasn't right, Heavenly Father has sent us many medical miracles that can prolong the life of many! Her husband, my mom and uncle and her sister felt the same. They immediately started calling hospitals in Utah. Hunstman Cancer Institute read over all of her reports and gave us much better news! Not great news..but better news. They told us that the CT Scan did look like a Glioma but that there was NO way to diagnose that just by looking at the CT scan. (The neurosurgeon said he thought it was 50/50 tumor/something else) They also told us that they could do surgery (the 19th) and remove as much as they can IF it is a tumor and go from there with what the next steps are. If it is a Glioma she can have another 1, 2, 3, 4 5, maybe even more years with us!
I KNOW that Heavenly Fathers hands are in this and that he has prepared each and every step of this path perfectly. Even if it doesn't go the way we want it to go and even though It is hard and scary and sad He is in control and my Gramma is teaching us so many things by this hard experience in her life. God is good and gracious! My Gramma is at peace and happy. She has the desire and strength to live on and teach and help many more and I think its possible. 
Hopefully on this earth with us. 
 I am so thankful for her and her example to me and my family. 




Random!

Here are a few random facts about our girls! 

Cate loves to be silly! And she loves her daddy! I shot this pic because she started laughing and said mom look! I'm daddy!

They LOVE playing outside! Right now our backyard is not landscaped so its just dirt so I don't let them play back there often but they dream about it every day!


Cate still sucks her thumb! I go back and forth when I think about making her stop. Her Doctor said its fine and that she should grow out of it very soon. I'm hoping thats true! She sucks her thumb when she is shy, scared, sad or going to sleep. 

Lainey has to say family prayer every night. Its THE cutest thing every listening to her raspy little voice talk to her Heavenly Father! 

She is finally getting hair!!

Cate LOVES to color and paint. She is very creative and artistic! She colors so well! Always inside the lines and uses lots of color! 

Another Silly photo! She loves to make us laugh! 

Lainey is Soooo sweet but also sooooo stubborn. 

Cate loves Ballet but has a hard time staying concentrated in class! Miss Sammy has a hard time keeping her interested! 


This shows how sweet our Lainey is! Cate was watching a sad part in a movie and Lainey walked up to her and said in a very sweet voice "its ok sissy"

These two are best buds!! Cate loves her Jack! I can't wait to watch their friendship grow and grow as they get older! 

Cate and Libby love to explore!
                                                     

And here are a couple pictures from the pumpkin patch! 



 Lainey asks to use the potty lots! She never goes on it but she likes to try! Tonight she did though! She was sooo proud of herself! 

My favorite picture of Lainey! Isn't she the sweetest!? I love her smile! 

And My Favorite Picture of my happy girl Cate! She is so fun and loving! 


A little late...Happy Halloween!









Friday, September 14, 2012

Ballet

Cate started Ballet last week and she LOVED it! She had so much fun! 
Isn't she a cute little Ballerina?!





Below is Libby on the side. She wasn't having so much fun :( Hopefully next time she'll jump right in! 




Sunday, August 12, 2012

Hair Cut!

I finally cut my hair! I've been wanting to do it for a long time but always chickened out! 
I'm so glad I did! Its so much easier to do! I found out I have curly hair! So its fun to do it curly sometimes! The best part is that I'm so much more cool!! My long hair made summertime horrible! I always wore my hair up cause it was just too dang hot to wear it down! Its been a good change!


House Progress

Since I last posted 2 and half months ago we have been super busy and accomplished a lot! Our walls are painted, our tile is in, grout is almost finished, all doors and case are in, most baseboards are in, cabinets are mostly installed, toilets are in most sinks are in, lights are in, outlets and light switches are in, we installed the drip system, landscaping is done, shelves are in and our countertops are on!! Yes, we've been busy! I need to take more pictures though! These are the only recent pictures that I have! Darn! 

 During this busy time we've run in to some tough complications!
I hurt my hand (can you see the bruising and how swollen it is?)
 And hurting my hand put me in this for 2 weeks (if I use it too much my thumb starts clicking and I have to wear it again for a few days). Wearing this made it hard to work, I still did because I want to get done but it was hard and hurt! 
 We had a few rainy days which was very nice! We desperately needed it! BUT it cause sink holes like this picture below all over our back yards and messed up our retaining wall a bit. So, we've been dealing with that and trying to make it all work! 
 84 of Laurens tile popped up and so we had to pull the tile up and that was a piece of cake! We just pulled it right out. When we pulled a piece of tile out it left every tiny piece of thin set stuck to the cement so we had to chisel every single piece out! 10 of us were there for 6 hours working as hard as we could! The picture below is Matt towards the end grinding out any leftovers that we missed with a grinder. The whole house was filled with dust we all left looking like chalk! 
 So, its been hard, overwhelming and busy, sad and I've felt sooo guilty because I've totally neglected my girls and feel like they are missing out on so much because ALL of my concentration is on this house and my mom and sisters life was completely put on hold so that they could help us through this. I can't even begin to say how much they have sacrificed to make this happen for us. We also have kind kind friends willing to watch our kids when my sisters can't AND a friend even tiled our whole house for free. He would come over every day after his full day at his normal job and work a couple hours on our tile till it was done. I can never thank any of you enough! Because of our great family and friends its all been doable and totally worth it! 
 Thank you!! 
Our open house is Aug 30th! If we pass all of our inspections we move in that day at 5:01! 
We can NOT wait! We are soo happy inside! 

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Building Progress

We have come a LONG way!!
Just look!
We have learned and are learning still so much every day and I still can't believe that we are building OUR home! 







 I had to add this cute pic! 

Yeah, I walk across those and build on the second floor with no floor! Its super scary!
Lauren up on my roof! 


 Stucco is coming Friday! Can't wait!! 





 I have to thank my Mom and sisters for putting SO many hours into helping us!!! They help EVERY day by building or babysitting and sometimes both in the same day. 
THANK YOU!!